I went to the doctor (note I have health insurance it's my mother that doesn't)
I've been having having degistive issues.
I asked him how much I lost since Fed 09 he said about 40 pounds.
So I finally have a number to tell people when they ask about my weight loss.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Cursed Trailer?
My family owns a large piece of land where we built a house on after we lost our own home. The good thing ids that is big enough to allow several trailers to live on and pay rent to us. The person who use to live in one of the main trailers was my 300 pound welfare mother sister and her fuck brain husband who lived their with their neglected daughter who is more than likely going to run off the the first boy who looks at her.
I do not like my sister she ran off to Florida when I was a baby saying she was going to see the fireworks and came back 5 years later with my poor mother worried sick about her. Then she got pregnant with a child molester(not her current fuck brain husband) I guess I can give her credit for not marrying a child molester.
She finally moved back to Alabama she lived in several places before my parents let them stay on our land. They only had a two hundred dollar a month rent which they only paid once during their two year stay and we tried to make them pay their water bill which they refused and after doing all that her fuck brain husband complained to the neighbors about it.
I am sorry Dear sister that you are not getting a free ride from your elderly disabled parents maybe you should get off your 40 year old ass and get a degree and stop drawing welfare which you do not need.
My brother who wants nothing to do with her said that if our parents died he would kick them out because the land went to him it's in my name now though.
They finally left after we put our foot down after our financial crises and complained about our house we were building and why we didn't build one for them!
There gone now and do not speak to us much. The people who live in that trailer now pay rent. They are nice, but I do not like the man who lives their he recently had a baby with a married women who he is now living with and before that he was married to a 16 year old he got pregnant. He is nice, but I do not feel comfortable around him.
I was handing mail to him today and I noticed it said 'The Georgia department of labor'
"Do you work in Georgia" I asked
"I use to" he answered
I looked at the trailer and thought is that thing cursed to have everyone that lives their responsible of welfare fraud.
He works at pizza hut and has been getting TWO Georgia checks a week for a year and guess what their is another man that lives on our land in a camper who pays no rent like my sister. This makes me angry my father promised me soon that nobody would live here for free, but I think to myself, but why our they doing it now.
(Note: I live near the border of Alabama/Georgia.)
I do not like my sister she ran off to Florida when I was a baby saying she was going to see the fireworks and came back 5 years later with my poor mother worried sick about her. Then she got pregnant with a child molester(not her current fuck brain husband) I guess I can give her credit for not marrying a child molester.
She finally moved back to Alabama she lived in several places before my parents let them stay on our land. They only had a two hundred dollar a month rent which they only paid once during their two year stay and we tried to make them pay their water bill which they refused and after doing all that her fuck brain husband complained to the neighbors about it.
I am sorry Dear sister that you are not getting a free ride from your elderly disabled parents maybe you should get off your 40 year old ass and get a degree and stop drawing welfare which you do not need.
My brother who wants nothing to do with her said that if our parents died he would kick them out because the land went to him it's in my name now though.
They finally left after we put our foot down after our financial crises and complained about our house we were building and why we didn't build one for them!
There gone now and do not speak to us much. The people who live in that trailer now pay rent. They are nice, but I do not like the man who lives their he recently had a baby with a married women who he is now living with and before that he was married to a 16 year old he got pregnant. He is nice, but I do not feel comfortable around him.
I was handing mail to him today and I noticed it said 'The Georgia department of labor'
"Do you work in Georgia" I asked
"I use to" he answered
I looked at the trailer and thought is that thing cursed to have everyone that lives their responsible of welfare fraud.
He works at pizza hut and has been getting TWO Georgia checks a week for a year and guess what their is another man that lives on our land in a camper who pays no rent like my sister. This makes me angry my father promised me soon that nobody would live here for free, but I think to myself, but why our they doing it now.
(Note: I live near the border of Alabama/Georgia.)
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Conversation between an athiest and a christian-The forgiveness trap
Christian: Are you an atheist?
Atheist: Yes.
Christian: You are just denying God to avoid admitting your sins and facing punishment.
Atheist: Is that what you think?
Christian:It is the nature of the dark to avoid the light exposing all the darkness sins and problems in your life, but only through the healing of Jesus can you admit your mistakes and be forgiven in his name.
Atheist: Will God forgive mine and anyone Else's mistakes no matter how bad?
Christian:Yes, Gods love is unlimited. He makes people feel convicted and face punishment for their mistakes. Their have been many criminals who admitted their crimes after accepting Jesus as their savior.
Atheist:If a man broke into a mother and baby's house and killed the baby and raped the mother would she forgive him?
Christian: What! That is completely out of nowhere we were discussing Gods forgiveness not mans which is limited and hard to do on their own.
Atheist: No, my question is not out of nowhere and is related to the forgiveness. Which you will find out when you answer.
(Christian realized that the Atheist is trying to lead him into a trap and words the answer very carefully.)
Christian:No,she would not forgive a crime that barbaric is impossible for humans to forgive, but with God's love she can overcome the pain and heartbreak of the crime.
(Atheist responds in a softer voice)
Atheist: Would her husband forgive him?
(The Christian and Atheist our both husbands and fathers)
Christian:Of, course not he would need the same healing as his wife before him.
Atheist: Would the jury or judge forgive him?
Christian: It is not the jury and judges place to forgive only to judge and hand out punishment. They were not victims so they are to in the place to forgive him. The punishment should of course be the death.
Atheist: Would God forgive him?
(Christian pauses and thinks very carefully before responding)
Christian: Yes, God would forgive, but that would not make his crime any worse in fact it would give him greater guilt if he accepted Jesus as his savior because it would reveal the sin in greater detail and realize the horrible things he did to another one of God's creation. It would humble him and feel him with greater guilt which will cause him to confess and accept full punishment for his crime. Which if their is justice will be execution.
(Atheist springs trap)
Atheist: And after his death he will live in eternal paradise with no guilt or punishment for the rest of eternity.
Christian: That's out of context!
Atheist: No, it is not if he had not accepted Christ as his savior he would be facing eternal punishment in contrast with eternal paradise. You said the only one who would have forgiven him and given him eternal paradise. I argue that God only gave him guilt which seems like a slap on the wrist to eternal paradise by admitting his sin. God's forgiveness is a get out of jail card! in contrast if the victim family were Muslims,Hindus or Buddhist they will be facing eternal punishment! Just for having the wrong religion.
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My first writing here. Tell me what you think of it and if you think I should post more stories like this.
Atheist: Yes.
Christian: You are just denying God to avoid admitting your sins and facing punishment.
Atheist: Is that what you think?
Christian:It is the nature of the dark to avoid the light exposing all the darkness sins and problems in your life, but only through the healing of Jesus can you admit your mistakes and be forgiven in his name.
Atheist: Will God forgive mine and anyone Else's mistakes no matter how bad?
Christian:Yes, Gods love is unlimited. He makes people feel convicted and face punishment for their mistakes. Their have been many criminals who admitted their crimes after accepting Jesus as their savior.
Atheist:If a man broke into a mother and baby's house and killed the baby and raped the mother would she forgive him?
Christian: What! That is completely out of nowhere we were discussing Gods forgiveness not mans which is limited and hard to do on their own.
Atheist: No, my question is not out of nowhere and is related to the forgiveness. Which you will find out when you answer.
(Christian realized that the Atheist is trying to lead him into a trap and words the answer very carefully.)
Christian:No,she would not forgive a crime that barbaric is impossible for humans to forgive, but with God's love she can overcome the pain and heartbreak of the crime.
(Atheist responds in a softer voice)
Atheist: Would her husband forgive him?
(The Christian and Atheist our both husbands and fathers)
Christian:Of, course not he would need the same healing as his wife before him.
Atheist: Would the jury or judge forgive him?
Christian: It is not the jury and judges place to forgive only to judge and hand out punishment. They were not victims so they are to in the place to forgive him. The punishment should of course be the death.
Atheist: Would God forgive him?
(Christian pauses and thinks very carefully before responding)
Christian: Yes, God would forgive, but that would not make his crime any worse in fact it would give him greater guilt if he accepted Jesus as his savior because it would reveal the sin in greater detail and realize the horrible things he did to another one of God's creation. It would humble him and feel him with greater guilt which will cause him to confess and accept full punishment for his crime. Which if their is justice will be execution.
(Atheist springs trap)
Atheist: And after his death he will live in eternal paradise with no guilt or punishment for the rest of eternity.
Christian: That's out of context!
Atheist: No, it is not if he had not accepted Christ as his savior he would be facing eternal punishment in contrast with eternal paradise. You said the only one who would have forgiven him and given him eternal paradise. I argue that God only gave him guilt which seems like a slap on the wrist to eternal paradise by admitting his sin. God's forgiveness is a get out of jail card! in contrast if the victim family were Muslims,Hindus or Buddhist they will be facing eternal punishment! Just for having the wrong religion.
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My first writing here. Tell me what you think of it and if you think I should post more stories like this.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Job Search and the future.
I have two more years until a graduate and it feels like I keep changing my career options every week.Right now I am thinking of becoming a nurse because it seems to offer good pay and job security.
The most important reason though is because of the Global nursing shortage this could be the way to reach one of my major life's goals to get the HELL out of the U.S.A.
I change my mind so often before I wanted to be a computer tech before I learned there was hardly any money in it. A wise man told be a needed to get a career not a job. A know what he means by that he gave me a lot of good advice of career choices. I came to him for advice about the tech industry and he gave me more general advice and two books the 'The seeds of Greatness' and one by James Web. He did not tell me what career or industry to go into but I could tell he was heavily implying medical.
My Papa said I would make a good nurse because it is very hard for me to get attached to people, but I wonder if that is really a good quality for a nurse they say caring for people is what gets you through the job.
But what a lot of people do not know when know one is looking I can start crying at a drop of the hat and it's hard for me watch or hear violence of tragic stories. I just hold it in a lot more compared to most girls by age. I think this makes me come across as cold and detached to most people.
I think nursing would be good I do not want children and marriage or realtionships hve never intersted me and I always disliked the drama associated with them.So I could focus on my career more and move up faster than most women. Besides how many men out their want marriage or a realtionship without children.
Of course I could just change by mind tomorrow and decied to be a cowgirl!
Aww the mind of a young woman you got them figured out and the can change everything in a breeze. It confuses men, but it confuses the women themselves the most.
The most important reason though is because of the Global nursing shortage this could be the way to reach one of my major life's goals to get the HELL out of the U.S.A.
I change my mind so often before I wanted to be a computer tech before I learned there was hardly any money in it. A wise man told be a needed to get a career not a job. A know what he means by that he gave me a lot of good advice of career choices. I came to him for advice about the tech industry and he gave me more general advice and two books the 'The seeds of Greatness' and one by James Web. He did not tell me what career or industry to go into but I could tell he was heavily implying medical.
My Papa said I would make a good nurse because it is very hard for me to get attached to people, but I wonder if that is really a good quality for a nurse they say caring for people is what gets you through the job.
But what a lot of people do not know when know one is looking I can start crying at a drop of the hat and it's hard for me watch or hear violence of tragic stories. I just hold it in a lot more compared to most girls by age. I think this makes me come across as cold and detached to most people.
I think nursing would be good I do not want children and marriage or realtionships hve never intersted me and I always disliked the drama associated with them.So I could focus on my career more and move up faster than most women. Besides how many men out their want marriage or a realtionship without children.
Of course I could just change by mind tomorrow and decied to be a cowgirl!
Aww the mind of a young woman you got them figured out and the can change everything in a breeze. It confuses men, but it confuses the women themselves the most.
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